Am I Selfish? (A Jimin stan thing)
As I lay on my bed at this late hour, I stare at the ceiling and start to think of you. And just like any other night, I wish and I pray for you to end up with me... for me to end up with you--- for us to end up together. You have no idea-- not even a tiny bit-- about my existence, about how I feel towards you, about how I try to stop my tears from escaping my eyes every time I realize that you're not for me and that you will never be. Funny how I ended up falling for someone I barely know. Funny how I ended up falling for someone who doesn't know me. Funny how I regret nothing-- not a single bit. Because loving you felt like you were really mine. But will it sound selfish if I wanted you only to myself? If I say that I want you to flash your beautiful smile to no one but me? My eyes are starting to get heavy, and as I doze off to dreamland it's still you I'm wishing to see. Jalja, my Jiminie.